That’s it. That’s what the post is about. How are you doing? I’ve been thinking about everyone here in the midst of regular life that’s taken a lot of my time and attention. I hope you’ll share in the comments where you are in the process of thinking and dealing with the recent events. Maybe we can all help each other out in this respect now that the initial shock has worn off.
I know the last week and a half has been a life-altering time period for many American citizens. I had less of a reaction to the Charlie Kirk assassination than many people and I’ve tried to figure out why.
One, I didn’t follow Charlie Kirk. I watched his video clips here and there, but I wasn’t invested in his work like I have been other people. So the deeply personal connection wasn’t there for me.
But, more importantly, I think it’s because over the past six years I’ve already gone through so many emotions as I’ve dug into All The Things that at some point I started to detach myself from the emotions of it all. (Except righteous anger. I’ve still got plenty of that.) I’ve been horrified so many times by what I’ve learned that I don’t think Charlie’s execution could have shocked me the same way it did people who aren’t aware of what’s actually going on around them. It’s not that I don’t care because I do. But I realized a long time ago that if I continued to read and write about these things, I had to detach myself emotionally from it all. Dealing with All The Horrific Things has worn me out.
So this felt like One More Horrific Thing to process but not respond to emotionally. I don’t say that to minimize it. I felt the same way about the assassination attempt on President Trump in Butler. Both assassination attempts have felt like The Next Horrific Thing of this arduous and exhausting journey we are on as a country. It’s not that I couldn’t be emotional about them. I’m simply functioning in a more detached way than most Americans at this point.
What did move me was thinking about Charlie’s children. I cannot imagine trying to explain to tiny children why their wonderful dad is simply never going to come home from his last trip. As a mother, that breaks me up.
I’ve also been moved to think about Charlie’s family. So much attention has been geared toward his wife and children (with good reason). But his original family suffered a great loss as well. I saw a picture of his father and he was clearly heartbroken. So I feel compassion toward them as well.
After seeing how those under 30 (who aren’t completely deranged) responded to this event, it gives me more hope for the future.
Now to unravel all the related stories about Israel.


















